Truth is, we always give more of a shit for the people who could not give a flying shit about us.
I think it’s human nature to want to heal, and with someone who’s emotionally hurt enough not to give a fuck about anyone else but themselves, we step up and try to make their ice cold heart a little warmer.
Then when we look back and realize that that one person we wasted so much time on trying to change, has not changed and the people who have stood behind us no matter what (giving a shit when we couldn’t give two shits about them..) are hurt by our actions, and left out in the crowd to deal with their own problems when they silently day after day crave for our attention, have to go through shit alone and sit around waiting for us to make up our minds on who we’d rather spend our time with, someone who could care less, or those silent beautiful beings who have always been at our side.
Well, i’m getting fed up with giving a shit about people who couldn’t give a damn about me, and i’m going to make more time for loving those who love me, and that is all. “Never mistaken the people who are always there for the people who are always around.”
I’ll go first…
Waking up to the sun shining in the window
warm coffee and a winter drive to look at christmas lights
christmas lights
star gazing
laying in the sun
jumping into a pool on a hot day
my puppy
a cold bed, warming up in my blankets.
a surprise phone call from a good friend
‘good morning’ texts
the sound of rain
a good book
bubble baths
sitting in candlelight.
sunsets and sunrises.
sleeping in.
slow dancing
my favourite music playing.
having a house full of family.
